Chia Seed Challenge
One of my earliest memories in this form (after being extracted from the blond haired, blue eyes vessel I drowned in, in Saint Petersburg, Russia) is of being five and sitting alone, atop a hill top on the grounds of a dreadful place which was my first preschool. I had just walked out (last straw) and refused to go back in. This after days of enduring incessant and unreasonable mean-spiritedness.
Disconnection from humanity and dread at being forced to be in their company… That’s how I felt… It is how I still feel.
Yes, that is how I still feel… Every time I walk through the doors of the place Eve forces me to be inauthentic and labels me “EWA”, where I slave and am used as a punching bag by Eve who does nothing but attempt to erase me… I still feel dread… The place where Eve labeled me EWA and screaming I must shut up and disappear, best called a absolute nightmare… The place where even artificial technology, alien technology, is hatefully and obnoxious called EVA! NO, A NIGHTMARE IS INACCURATE. NO, HELL IS INACCURATE… WHAT I FEEL EVERY TIME THE NASTY CHECKED-OUT CRACK WHORE OF PATRIARCHY TAKES A STAB AT ME IS MUCH, MUCH MORE…
EVE IS CANCER ITSELF…
…Back to the horror of my preschool years…
I felt utterly alone… Eve hard at “work” sending me, Alien Anna (THERE IS NO EVE/EVA/EWA in Anna) nothing but hatred does that to me…
Statistical significance does not exist in Eve’s devoid of intelligence brain… I was used as a punching bag by every single human there, young and old…
Neverending show of hostility and antagonism…
To the point of my refusing to speak or engage with anyone. How could I? EVERY SINGLE TIME, NO EXEPTION, THERE SHE WAS WITH HER HATE AND HER CANCEROUS PUSS JABS…
Mean Mommy (after she called me stupid and a failure, stating I was incapable of socializing, “ALL YOUR FAULT, STUPID AND HATED BY ALL ALIEN ANNA”) was forced to take me out and try again at another location a year later.
The new preschool was “better” on the surface, but just as antagonistic and hatefilled as the other… Zero integrity on the part of the adults… Rabies infested cunt garbage “children” continued to be relentless in their torment of me… For example, throwing dead birds in my face at noon was their hobby… Where did preschool children find an endless supply of dead bird carcasses on the grounds of a fenced in property?… Oh where, MIB???😉🤫😎👽… How about when they played their favorite game of let’s all get up and leaving a table the moment Alien Anna sits down… the play time table and the cafeteria table I sat at was always empty but for me, in tears, wondering why I had been placed in yet another mean-spirited on steroids nightmare…
How about when a “teacher” beat me because I did not fall asleep (hypervigilance in a place of nothing but hostiles made sleep impossible… Its called the gift if fear…) during “nap times”?
How about the masking tape they used to check if I had ass worms?… Yup, all preschoolers were made to take off their underwear, form a line and bend over the lap of a disgusting adult human male whilst spreading their own asscheeks so that he in all his patriarchal power was able to easily apply masking tape to the anus as a means of hunting for ass bugs! THIS AWFUL AND HATEFUL ATTACK ON DIGNITY OCCURED ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION! I OF COURSE VOICED OBJECTIONS BOTH DURING AND AFTER, I WAS LAUGHED AT FOR DEMANDING I BE TREATED WITH RESPECT!
I do recall a fond memory from that time ~ a “lesson” in gardening, aka, ET show of force: “STAND DOWN HUMAN TRASH AND REMEMBER YOU ARE JUST HUMAN!”.
Each child received chia seeds and cotton on which to plant them. Once I watered mine, and asked them to grow, they did, right in front of me, to full maturity!
HUMANS HATED ME EVEN MORE FROM THAT DAY FORWARD. NO ZOMBIE CUNT GARBAGE THAT CRAWLED OUT OF THE STENCH OF THE NASTIEST PIECE OF TRASH THAT EVER LIVED, AKA CHILD OF EVE, MADE ANYTHING GROW THAT DAY… NOT EVEN HALF A CENTIMETER… HATRED WAS THE FEEDBACK I RECEIVED AS A RESULT… AND OF COURSE THEY ATTRIBUTED THE WONDER I PERFORMED TO OSIRIS AKA ANTICHRIST SATAN AND ERASED ME ENTIRELY FROM EXISTENCE!
…Hey, funny thing happened in May 2017… after being viciously attacked by the human race screaming no to human depopulation at the ayahuasca and tree of Lucifer, I raced back to Surrey where rottweilers were 100% outlawed, to return bestie-enemy of 23 years, Jelena Pajovič Durič’s “people wagon” jetta…
I returned it washed and vacuumed and she returned mine (we had swapped so she was not carless) dirty and with the front windshield cracked in half… Oops… no apology or explanation provided, target never asks questions!…
…I also gave her a basket of goodies to say “thank you” for letting me drive you brand new car to my spiritual retreat… Included in the basket was a bag of chia seeds to remind the human race they are only human… Her face grew pale with hatred and she rolled her eyes in irritation of cancerous tumor proportions in lack of gratitude, the moment she spotted the chia…