This recollection was written during my “I am pretending I am human” phase, before “bestie” turned aggressive as fuck human against “evil alien” Lucifer, confessed y’all lie to me, keep me in captivity, abuse me and tell the world I am cognitively damaged and therefore deserving of the hate, and thereby brought about the “Fuck all of you, stay the fuck away from me human trash!” phase…
Some years ago, I went to “school” to become a clinical hypnotherapist. Half the training consisted of theory and half involved hands on practice which meant getting hypnotized on a regular basis.
In a hypnotic state, I regressed back to childhood trauma, like the death of my grandfather. I also acknowledged resentments I carried toward my parents. Overall, the experience of remembering, understanding and releasing past pain was beneficial.
There is one regression into a past life, in what felt like the ancient past, which stands out above the rest… or, shall I say, “hovers”!
The vision started off with an image of the Sahara and its pyramids. It then quickly intensified to what felt like full immersion into a world of virtual realty where I was flying above the great pyramid, only I was not human but an entity which resembled a translucent flying stingray. I told the story of being an extraterrestrial. I could exist as I was; however, functioned best when merged at the back of the head and neck region of a humanoid. My awareness of physicality horizontal, in contrast to vertical as it is when walking upright in humanoid form.